Really does want to live in peace with Derek, Jenny, Edward and if she must with Paul too. Eileen is condemned as selfish for taking a stance practically anyone else in the magical realm in the same position would take. Eileen cannot think of anyone in the Fairy Kingdom who really would give up their chance of a successful relationship for the opportunity of being blasted away by yet another dragon! She's only too well aware that if you have a chance to get away from dragons, that chance is only likely to come once and it is best to take it immediately.
The Fairy Queen, Roxannadrell
A quiet life where nobody challenges her, accepts her considered wisdom (instead of questioning it all the time a la Eileen) and where everybody sticks to their allotted role in life. A life where inventions or straight “borrowings” from Earth are not misused the way she feels fairy-vision has been. A life where her records are up to date and not written in some awful calligraphy that’s all so easy to misread, sometimes with dreadful consequences. A life where L’Evallier praises her – sometimes at least.